TerryDreamer::台灣製造，澳洲加工

i promised to practise my english last time, hehe

just noticed it's january 4th now

wow~ time slips so fast before i could even know

once i planned to do the free hugs to celebrate the christmas eve and the new year eve

they cancelled that on 12/24 somehow

and i stood them up on 12/31 as well

so i just spent the holidays staying at home

back to the topic, what am i going to do in 2010?

first of all, job hunting of course

i gotta work out my resume before that

my career plan is just that simple, not different from others

but what about the psychal part?

i learned a cruel lesson in 2009 that lif is tough

the reality is much more diffcult than i pictured

so what you gonna do, brother?

i found a video on youtube a few days ago

it's susan boyle singing i dreamed a dream

(影片點此 Susan Boyle 演唱 I Dreamed a Dream)

that's an excellent performance

but it's a sad song if you noticed the lyrics

the last sentence says " now life has killed the dream i dreamed"

i don't want to live my life like that

the interpersonal relationship is very complicated

shall i treat people with my true heart?

or... shall i put on a mask and be a faker?

i prefer to be who i used to be

think straightly, act straightly

being nice to those who i regard as friends

and not to waste my time with those who i cannot find topics to talk with

the importance of people i know is definitely different from one to another for me

so i won't rank everyone i know in a high position

and i won't let my close friends down on purpose (maybe i hurt them and i'm not aware)

that's how i define interpersonal relationship

i will keep thinking like this

i guest i just cannot be who i am not

i know that's pretty silly from others points of view

because that people might not treat me genuinely

it doesn't matter what they think

i still wanna follow my true feelings to be the pure me

i know that i got silly dreams

maybe i shall change my name to terrydreamer from now on, haha

Mr.children-kurumi

因為上一篇說要練習英文，所以這篇就變成這樣了，哈哈

反正我寫啥也不重要啦，寫出來像在對話一樣，都沒注意文法的

重要的是最後這個Mr.children的歌，還有上面那個Susan Boyle